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Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know
my latest update
Wednesday, April 30, 2008 Wednesday, April 30, 2008

From 16 (my last update) till now was around 14days . Today was the last day of the month. I ended my mother and child Posting last week and this week was my first week of Medical. Currently working in ward 57 which is a Onco (cancer) ward. Most of the patient having CA problem. Hope this posting will help me alot in my studies as i will be taking this subject (Oncology) after this attachment.
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Previously i work in the ward with new born babies and preg mum and ladies with women problems. I simply like the environment there and i thinking of working there after my grad hehe.. benefits both myself and my family.. Hey hey ...

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By the way .. just got back from Malaysia as there's some event there so me and my parents went there lor.. Anyway .. i will be there on 23th and 24th of may.. Having a family chalet.. Everyone is present ..yeah cant wait till tat day man ..So cool.. Hmm .. after that my 2nd coming event also around tat corner 15th and 16th of june my cousin's wedding in Malaysia too ..

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Have nt told him abt the thing .. i got a friend to ask him something but he refuse to say he wanted me to ask by myself so i didnt open my mouth till nw. didnt know hw to ask at all.. can anyone tell me.. ........

Miss you.. hope to see u
Byebye
Doris

3rd DAY ..was so bore....
Wednesday, April 16, 2008 Wednesday, April 16, 2008

It was Third day of my attachment not much coz i went to the clinic oh.. my it was extremely bore to death man... Trying to kill me. I made a very big cuckoo out of my self. so BLur that all along i thought my grandmum seeing a doc to day for follow up so i msg my aunt to let her know i cant join her for lunch and bla bla bla.. bUt in fact her appt was on the coming Friday.. .Aiyo how could i be so blur leh. so my aunt will msg me on friday to see how. Oki lor then wait till friday ..

Oh Yeah...!! it was a Wednesday middle of the week which means weekends around the corner. cant wait hope i some programme on if not stay home rest.. these few days was a tiring one.

Oki thats for all today was too tire to write.. need to go to bed liao.. tomorrow need to handle babies.. .

Good Night...
Love u all ...
Doris

Wah... my first 2 day of my attach ..(mother and child)
Tuesday, April 15, 2008 Tuesday, April 15, 2008

AH... Good Morning...wake up at 5am. night before didn't sleep well abit scare scare.. haha.. coz today went to DELIVERY SUITE..

14 April 2008
Oooo... Yesterday was my first day of work at Ward 42 ..Ward 42 a ward for new born babies, Gyne patients and obstetric patients .. Wah.. it was such a fantastic ward.. almost everything the same just that it consist of all 3 classes of bed.. B1, B2, C class and last the most important one Nursery room.. the angels ( babies) are so cute. went for a Tour in the ward WAIT before that a talk from the sister haha... oh ya.. the whole orientation ended at 10 n we went down to the Paeds (ward47) to tour also A small orientation from the sister of that ward. It was a different ward from the rest of the ward i went to. Went for break together as a group at 11am..

Back to the ward at 12pm... Went to ward 42 as nw my First posting will be at there.. next week then go 47... nth to do there so boring Later at 2pm went for briefing at tutorial room section with Mdm Aw... End everything at 3.30pm.. Tiring day..
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15 April 2008

Step into the delivery suite is so special.. took report .. then Went into the room so see a mummy ( on epidural) deliver to a Baby girl it was my first time seeing Mummy deliver baby after see this i can imagine how much all mummies suffer during the birth of the child.. thats why ppl say ur birthday is the day mummy suffer the most pain For last time la.. Now go epidural. That alot of machines and equipment in the delivery suite that u dun see outside.. I shall nt say.. let u guys go see wif ur own eyes..

IT WAS SUCH A EYE OPENING DAY.. i also so lucky to see a Caesarean sections (C-section) in the op-theater.. It was my first time into the OT..YEAH YEAH ... everything was so new to me.. I followed Fong( senior midwife) to the OT .. it was quite fast need to change in order to enter so no time to take photo... haiz sad.. Went into the OT .. saw wat i usually saw in the tv.. unbelievable everything was infront of my eyes.. I saw them start C-sections on mummy's tummy @ 0852 hrs they cut it layer by layer and slowly use equipment to stretch mummy tummy and retrieve baby .. @0855hrs. They took only 3minutes tat was fast.. Leave the place around 9plus.. then push baby to ward liao.. hehe.. dun know hw to describe the feeling of seeing this.. off work at 2pm
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After seeing all this i know how great and wonder my mummies (my mum and Gan ma) are.. Hw brave they are too. i dun think i can be so great as they can be..coz there's epidural haha.. Mummy i love u.. Surprise that i did not faint during the two birth.. Hehe .. Another thing was i receive a piece of news which is an unacceptable one ( cant say wat is it ).. sad sad..

Good night..
i love you guys
Doris

My wonderfuul trip.. .Yeah
Sunday, April 13, 2008 Sunday, April 13, 2008

Back Back back.. DORIS tan is back .. Welcome Back.. Back with some kids photos Cute little Kids .. let me intro u to the kids ..

Xinyi.. my sweet little girl Bebe









HanQi.. my sweet baby Jackson ..














Last but nt least another Handsome boy Hanlong ..
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My Genting Trip sTarted ...Yeah who... it was a family trip Me and my two mum (mummy and godma) my cousin and my niece and nephew .. (06/04/08 - 09/04/08)

06' April 2008


The night before slept super late. Around 3plus.. Wake up early in the morning.. to settle something Haiz... Load and sort out some picture to sent for printing which will be done by my cousin she's working there so Need to burn into CD for her to print. Left house around 8plus.. Went JE took bus to Tuas Custom.. Reach malaysia aunt place around 10plus almost 11 ... Waited for Aunt and my cousin they all to be back then we set of at 12plus ba.. reach in 4hours plus..(4.45pm_) Went to check in waited for an hour to be check in Stayed at First World Hotel.. Room was very small same as the last time i came with my mum. Oh my it was very long ago. this time was more ppl 7 adults and 2 child wat a big crowd. Althought the view wasnt tat good but nt bad la. hehehe... Once everything settle went for dinner. Walk about then back to hotel around 9 plus 10 everyone was tired.
















07' April 2008


Wake up early to have breakfast at Lao You Ji .. then go meet Er Sao and the kids at Arcade Center below Genting Hotel.. Hmm.. after that went to play indoor games .. Because its a family outing so No outdoor games for me. so we enjoy the indoor games for the whole day. haha.. Mum and sis went to Casino. Went to play till afternoon then went to rest a while then go for dinner. Carry on playing after that Hehehe.. .Water ride, bumper car, indoor roller coaster, deer ride and merry go round . I'm not suppose join merry-go-round coz i overage hahaha... we went for the ride till the very last min 12 midnight. Hahaha..




















08' April 2008

Wake up room so messy .. Wake up to go for breakfast at First World Cafe for buffet... Actually wanted to go for cable ride but it's nt servicing haha.. coz someone trying to die haha ... after that went to Mushroom Yuan ... to take photos n see see look look. so fun.. Then went to the next destination to Bai bai and see.. on the way back was raining heavily. At night went Back to hotel to rest then go Play arcade in the whole evening (aft dinner) Then went to back to cozy the kids to sleep (done by sister in law) Me leh went to Casino to play hahaha.. Use mummy and gan ma money to play at first win but in the end do donation to Casino.. Hahaha..























09' April 2008

Wake up early morning to pack the room n clear everything too haha... Coz need to check out. After packing me and ganma went to check whether the cable car in service or not? Hahaha in service my cousin is doom haha.. coz she scare of cable car ride haha..went the to buy some Snacks and walk abt.. then went back to care and go for lunch then ended the day.. home sweet home.. . END OF MY TRIP.. YEAH YEAH .. .
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Hey hey ...!!! Reach home at last yeah see my cute darlings Han Qi, HanYang, Xin Ying, Xin En. Stay home play play.. have dinner then went to bed.. hehe.. Wake up around 11plus 12 then Yue Sis came to fetch us to Yu Chang hey.. go there sleep eat play watch show. .haha..Everyday the same thing ..
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11' April 2008
Wake up in the morning went to yu chang did the same thing also ..then Daddy sudden appear scare me hahaha.. His here to fetch us.. Hahaha.. 12 April 2008 daddy drive us back home reach around 4plsu 5 then too tire went to sleep n rest ...
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13' April 2008 which is today... stay home also.. HAha.. coz today is the last day of my holiday good days finish tml is my first day of attachment.. Abit scare .. coz never go Mother and child posting before.. hehe..
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Oki wish me good luck.
.Good night..
Byebye.. miss all esp. You
Doris

day before my trip...
Saturday, April 5, 2008 Saturday, April 05, 2008

What's happening may i know.? Is it wrong to think of that someone? Life just that hard to predict what will happen next in your life. Missing a person is tough for yourself. Missing you.

Until now have not told that waiting person. Have not seen him since my holidays have started. so didnt have the chance to tell him. instead of saying do not have the chance to see him, i should put it in another ways as in avoiding him.... Doris tan are u avoiding someone???? I also dun know... How how how??
haiz lets drop the subject ...“车到山前必有路, 船到桥头自然直”

hmm... today my day was normal la.. nth special Jus one surprise tomorrow going Genting again. yeah .. I'm going tat place again . Mummy decided to go at the very last minute!!! At last i'm out of Singapore hahaha .. Later need to pack my stuff .. (now also painting my nails...)

Be back by next week my trip will be 3 days 2 night.. Then hope can go KL.. hehe Never go before leh.. Sob* sob* after that stay over at anuty house. (wanted to go Malaysia very long liao..) 如願以償

need to do my things liao..
Take care
see you ..Miss all
Doris




人生44个字
Friday, April 4, 2008 Friday, April 04, 2008

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hi once again i'm back
Thursday, April 3, 2008 Thursday, April 03, 2008

Hey again.. its been a long time i have not been witting HERE.. ! Sorry now adays abit tire and moody so did not do any update..

My life was just so peace and smooth.. just with abit of "MESSY" in my nut shell.. Hahaha. think back alot of things in the past as me and him having memories here and there. I really truly miss the days we had last time. The swim we had at the when we ever we are free.. With him swimming next to me and piggy back me in the middle of the pool when i'm lazy to swim back hahaha.. Its very tiring for him to swim this way with such a pig behind. Missing the days we had after swimming.. cold in the bus with a aircon spoil, unable to adjust..sad sad.. But glad to have him with me at that time he Will use his hand to cover spoil one so i wont feel so cold!! All this will forever be in my heart...

Msg for u... : Its been sometime we have said bye to each other. but i have not said a single Thank You to u as u deserve it, thank for the love and care from you. thanz for tolerating my 'rubbish' and all. Although in the eyes of others u may not seem to be that good but u have never treated me badly at all.. thank and sorry.

After some that i'm not able to accept the person who is waiting for me. thanz to you. Really thanz for the help u have gave to me and thanz for everything. Hope you can really find your one and only . wish you the best hope we are always good friends like now.

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On 22march Went out with bao.. had Ramen with her! actually wanted to watch Leap years but its on the first row so we didn't went to watch.. Sorry bao. After ramen went walk walk while then Went down to Tiong Bahru to wait for my buddy Yeo JunYong that monkey. that monday was late for a while. Oh ya i meeting him to watch Chinese Orchestra Concert By his friend. Jieying not free then i accompany this buddy lor. hehe During the play i was playing JYs's PSP really very long never go out with him liao ...









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During my whole holiday i have been going out for outing with 3 girls and a guy name Sha, Kim, Joy and fiee..

First outing was out to Sentosa (26march 2008) :
Hmmm hw should i say my actual plan for that day suppose to be Zoo but because of some reason i change it to sentosa. Early morning i was late cause mum was a bit not feeling well so i help her to get some stuff. Sorry girls.. meet my girls and went to Sentosa by bus .


Me and kimmy





















4 girls testing the Angle












tats me tanning under the sun ..












After tan in toilet... say cheese















After the tanning went for dinner at vivo Long John Silver and went Toysrus to play hehehe...


We girls before meal:: me too tire and hungry no energy to smile.. hehehe













Crazy girls saw mirror..













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After lunch desert thanz to joyce she treat us haha.. Ben and Jerry's
























Went home after that ... yeah yeah ..

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Next day meet them again we went orchard for a walk and drink










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Stayed home till April fools day went out to Pula Ubin.. Photos will be uploaded late.. hehehe..
Went late morning then.. took a boat over from Changi. We rented a few bikes. me and Fiee ride the two person bike as i dun know how to cycle haha.. I tried to learn but my balancing wasn't tat good but i will nt give up. so other days ask them to teach me again. Thanz my friends.
Had a very great day ..
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The next day the result is out at last manage to maintain good grades but still drop abit. sad on that have to Jia You lor...
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hMM... still waiting for daddy to be free to go out with us to buy oven so i can start my baking. But daddy was too busy with his work .. so till nw havent got it yet ..haiz...
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Summaries of the month hahaha...

Thanz byebye.. enjoy reading.

Doris

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