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Memories back to mind ..

Sunday, June 29, 2008 Sunday, June 29, 2008

hot hot hot weather is so super hot!!

27 June 2008
stay home whole day and prepare dinner for mummy Spaghetti.. as mummy wan to eat then i prepare for her lor!! Slept super late!!

28 June 2008
Slept for only 4 hours then have to wake up coz its Grandpa Birthday... Went to Mandai crematorium to see 公公 and also do some offering .. didnt cry but drop a few drop of tears... suppose to have a whole family celebrating happily but 公公 not around!! after the whole thing i went back to 公公 place then went out with auntie Anne. back at 12noon. Went to sleep for awhile wake up went to find xiao ling.. !! Yeah yeah . Left the around 6pm went for dinner .. wah a lot of food from various place.. Fish ball and Satay ( clementi), roasted duck and niang dou fu (outram). curry and wu xiang (homemade) .. Wah really ate alot.. Although 公公 not around but because of him we had alot of food.. Miss 公公 alot ..

today .. Nothing much out busy went to temple to do sme prayer for 公公.. i brought the materials for making rose i wan to make for 公公.. but see the paper see liao still dun understand then ask David to teach.. tml going to learn.. 公公 have past away almost one month liao . It was fast But no matter he left for how long i will always remember everything abt him.. (i know how to go to the places 公公 stay)
公公 ..永远爱你 ♥

Good night
Love by Doris
miss u forever..♥

Wonderful outing at Zoo.!!

Thursday, June 26, 2008 Thursday, June 26, 2008

We are going to zoo zoo..
how about u u u ..
We are going to the zoo zoo .....
(childhood song we use to sing when ever we go zoo.)

Now we dun sing liao
But we still go.. which is 26 06 08 is OUR ZOO OUTING..

WELCOME TO SINGAPORE ZOO

hmm... Wake up early early eat.. then took onli 45minutes to reach Zoo.. But ended up waiting for the rest for 1hour plus longer then i take to go there.. Almost go crazy wanted to leave but i didnt .. Y leh.. u guess lor..* someone should know y* hahaha ..!! Reach at 12 34... Ppl in the fun: Terence , Si Hong( T gf) , YuJun , David , Peixin , Me. bUt lucky i did not leave coz I had a very fun day there .. Saw the greatest picture in the world which is Nature ... Nature was jus so 奇妙 !!Nature was still the best of all!! Our tour started at 12 40 --- End our tour at 1735.. reach home at 1900... Have to settle all the pictures then sent them out individually.. Hehehe... more to do..

Ramdom pictures of the day ..

Byebye.. busy liao..
love by doris..
miss u forever..!♥

Will u..will i !!

Tuesday, June 24, 2008 Tuesday, June 24, 2008

hmmm. yesterday Lots of flashback came into my mind when i chat with Jun.. His sweet, his TLC (tender loving care) IN THE PAST!!

Will my future him be able to take over his TLC in my heart although his waiting for me i'm just struggling in my own world can anyone help to pull me out from my world.! there's a few time when i'm set with my mind to accept u to my world but something n someone in my dreams reflecting the past of Him. Y cant i remove him from my dreams n mind.. i dun love him dun miss him.. the picture of his is not in my mind jus the things he does in the past..!!

hmm i promise i will try to do my best to compress my Past and take in my future slowly it will take over my past n in my heart only left with my future ..

Nic will not be able to read but i still would like to say thank you.. if i say i have no feeling in u is trying to lie to myself wat u have done and said and the msges u sent although its being deleted but in my heart its will not be Erased. Just give me the time i need.. If u cant wait of met someone else pls go for it.!! I know i cant give u any promises .. till this moment is the most i Like You not i Love you yet !!

love by doris..
miss u forever..!♥

Monday, June 23, 2008 Monday, June 23, 2008

Today nothing much sending photos out to friends and chatting with friends !! Let me share the photos here

love by doris..
miss u forever..!♥

Dinner bag and stuffs ....

Sunday, June 22, 2008 Sunday, June 22, 2008

Friday went to Harbourfront to meet bao and we spent our evening and night there use 50plus dollar dinner at sakae and Bought a mirror and a bag.. something that i have been looking for ... Hummm...Random pictures

Then yesterday i went to grandpa shop to look for daddy mummy ..Help to close shop the went to see auntie carol's (Dad friend) shop at Hougang CC .. AFTER that went for dinner around there follow by Coffee bean at Serangoon Garden .. Home at 10plus Shower then sleep today whole day stay home ..

Thursday plan to go Zoo with my nurses .. Hope i can make it..!!

love by doris..
miss u forever..!♥

First week of holiday ..!! Ended

Friday, June 20, 2008 Friday, June 20, 2008

So sad my week was quite moderate ba..I did something very bad leh..!! Suppose to meet Mr Voon But because of various reason i didn't make it for the appointment i push and push until now i push 5days liao lor..!!
Sorry mr voon!! Hope can make it within the holidays !!
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happy stuff..!! For the week i met bao for 3days hahaha..!! we went for dinner and saw a dress i like so much thought of buying but never! think of wait coz i wish to go Far east and see see look look !! took some Neoprints with bao..!! A few random of all

Bake cookies again on 20 june 2008 I gave some to Junyong as i say his my guinea pig hahaha.. Very long never make liao...!

Not bad ba..!! Wat u think leh..(pls give comment on my tag~~)

Hey hey .. time for bed!!

love by doris..
miss u forever..!♥

Happy nitz ... Drink and dance ♥

Tuesday, June 17, 2008 Tuesday, June 17, 2008

On 6 june 08..

Went for steamboat (Bugis) with Bao, Peng and KH.. and guess what a surprise Benny and Serene was there too.. so so happy.. Peng and KH left early went back to Panjang to fetch their friends. Meet them later at Lunar (Clack Quey)

ToOK some pictures..

At night we went clubbing at Lunar .. the place was so cool man.. Having fun drinks and dance..

My fun time end at 0200 reach home 0230 hahahaha

love by doris..
miss u forever..!♥

Something is missing in our Big Family PHOTO!!

Sunday, June 15, 2008 Sunday, June 15, 2008

its been a long long time i last blog liao lor.!! hmm.. within this half a month i been through the saddest time of my life n this is the first time i shed the most tears and been through the most ..

on this 31 may 2008, 0700 my beloved grandpa left us..
i regretted not staying over with the night before..!! early morning i rush over they told me he left us.. on 04 june 2008 1330 , his been cremated we saw him being sent in for cremate n Thats the time he really really left us..He will never be here with us anymore But does he know we miss him and hear us..~~ No matter what he will alway be in my Heart.. The pictures of grandpa being push in will always be with me..!! I promise my grandpa i will take care of my grandma..
公公 ..永远爱你 ♥

Left us 11days

love by doris..
miss u forever..!!