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Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know
Hmmm... i like this current ward..
Saturday, November 29, 2008 Saturday, November 29, 2008



its time for me to Blog. one week has pass already I just left with 2week before my whole attachment ended.!! Yeah I going o be a official nurse soon.!!

I just left ward 54. i like this ward alot i even applied for this ward the Sisters there was so Super cute..!! I love to work in that ward It was such a very lively Ward and pleasant place to work in. Its a ortho ward. Patient there was great but occasionally we have some IS patient..!!! i wouldn't wan to elaborate the meaning of IS if wan to know ask me la..~ hahaaa... Anyway my next ward will be Onco ward i been there once.. and i going back there for my Elective Posting!! hehehe!!! It will onli last for 2weeks onli..Hmm..i also thought of making some cookies for my fellow group mates and maybe for the previous ward 54.. depend how la.. i seem to be quite busy for next few weeks..

Haiz i have not bought my dress for my Social Night maybe next week i going or the following week ! Depand ba..!! i got another big big problem need to get something for my cousin wedding i heard have to wear dress as in very formal ba..!! Aiyo so troublesome..!! Hope my jan plan will not clash at all..!!
Thats our cute Kaka..



BUSY MONTH... hahaha

Love my night
Saturday, November 22, 2008 Saturday, November 22, 2008



Hmmm... today work morning shift.. Like tat lor same as usual nothing much and special Just another Busy day..!! Only thing make me happy was that today after work need to meet my girls for dinner..Its jun jun Birthday so we have a meal together Happy 18TH Birthday... At last u turn 18 liao..!! After work shower..go home change back then head down to Serangoon to meet Shar and Kim ... follow by meet Jun and Px. Yeah we get together again. 5 girls had a table of food. After dinner had a walk around there and take a look at the pretty houses. Follow by taking a bus to Px area..( our original destination wasnt there jus tat we miss a few bus stop so we end up thereor haha ...) Went to mac to slack..!! At mac i suddenly look emo..!! maybe i sick ba..!!
YYY like tat..??? NO idea at all.!! Haiz NeverMind.. ! Slack until tire and bore we went to a park and took some pictures there. Hehehe.. i'm BACK to Normal.!! whoooo..... I'm Back .. home.. Reach at 12plus almost one ba..!

Hope my Jun girl like the elmo given by us..!! thanz Px to make the effort to go down Ps and buy..!!

Saturday stay home slack..!! hehehe
Happen to watch a show On the scence on a group of student in their Graduation Ceremony ..!! Den i start to tears it reminds me of we are going to Grad liao..!! Going to step into that social world out there..~~

Time flies.. 2 years going to pass liao..!! We girls been throught so much together..The joy Anger Saddness tough time and many many more .. No matter wat and no matter where we are Our Friendship will never have a End.. .
LOVE u GIRLS ....








Time for bed... nitz
Good night
Love by Doris
Miss u forever..


Thursday, November 20, 2008 Thursday, November 20, 2008

我的天是灰色 我的心是蓝色
触摸着你的心 竟是透明的
你的悠然自得 我却束手无策
我的心痛即是 你的快乐
其实我不想 对你恋恋不舍
但什么让我 辗转反侧
不觉我说着说着 天就亮了
我的唇角尝到 一种苦涩
*我是真的为你 哭了
你是真的随他 走了
就在这一刻 全世界
伤心角色 又多了我一个
我是真的为你 爱了
你是真的跟他 走了
能给的我全都给了 我都舍得
除了让你知道 我心如刀割*


This something describe my Feeling and Heart....

Can i really get over it...!!
Thursday, November 20, 2008

Hmmm ...Seriously i dun know wat to write for my Post now adays.. Someone REALLY MAKING A FOOL OUT OF ME and MY LIFE ... !!! My Mood for this few days was a mixture of many emotion and feeling ... I hate I miss I think I'm hurt and i'm Sad ... Should i say it in this way : All added together is not as much as Hate.. My hate was jus A MOMENT of Anger ba... I even Brought tears to sleep... in my life i'm someone who will never Because of a HIM... Brought tears to sleep!! My heart Really is bleeding.. Reason for bleeding was not You having another her but is Because the attitude u treat a friend like me... U open my heart and u left it open and bleed till it got Infected.. .( tear when Blog this post.. ) I'm really tire tire liao ...i already tried very hard not to think and to tear for You anymore but i didnt do it...!! Thought i say i hate u but I still think of YOU everyday.. i Miss you i care for u and i really hope u take care..

Msg from heart to Doris..
Doris Tan I'm now making a Promise With You..
I Heart of Doris tan..Will try her best to heal up the Wound the heart and stop the bleeding.. But there's one Condition to it.. Doris Tan You Have to be Happy from now on... and not to bring tears to sleep again( because of Him)..Your already Suffering Enough from this pain.. i WAN you to walk out of this hurt and pool of blood..
From Doris: i PROMISE ... and i try my best..!!

Oh ya i going to get a application fomr to apply NUH...!!! And i got a A for Meidcal...!!!

Time for bed... nitz
Good night
Love by Doris
Miss u forever..


blur blur blur
Friday, November 14, 2008 Friday, November 14, 2008

Haiz its jus another work day..but today i'm a Bit blur leh..!! A few funny things happen.. as I look at the clock when i'm pumping a BP set.. i wonder for afew seconds..Y is the number so different and y the needle does not work ..haiz.. After awhile i realise i looking at the wrong thing hahahaha... Suddenly my mind was so blank and blur la...!! Hmmm.. hope i will not be so blur anymore hehe..!!! Ppl start laugh ba..~!Tml not working so i think i be making cookies at home... !! So much ingredient at home then never make Mummy start to nAg again liao..!! ooki ooki let me stop here i'm going to bed
Nights nights..

Time for bed... nitz
Good night
Love by Doris
Miss u forever..


Miss You Girls
Friday, November 14, 2008



LET ME PRESENT :

ITE College East Nitec in Nursing
CLASS JR0701D class of dec 2008






Today went to work as usual.. but onli thing different was today i work with Raudah coz today i need to work morning shift instead of afternoon. Reason was i need to go back to school la.. hehe.. Left NUH at 2.00pm going back to campus to key i my CCA and CIP points and also to meet my fellow classmates and lecture la.. hehehe.. Oh ya at the meantime i collect my lastest result slip and my class photos too..!! hehe..Not very satistifed with my result but i did soso la..!!
this was
part one..~~



This part 2...
I went out with my girls to have dinner and advance birthday celebration with Our girl - JUN... coz we scare we have no other meeting after this and also afraid we will miss her birthday.. At first we couldnt decide where to go for our meal as we all on budget.. So after a while of decision making we decided to go to Bedok Market for our meal When we reach there the place we closed totally no. choice we have to change to LJS haha.. . Walk walk around in bEdok area with my Girls... heheh~~~
Follow by pictures and Say byebye to each other..

Hope to see u girls again..!!



Time for bed... nitz
Good night
Love by Doris
Miss u forever..

Jus Another Day ...
Tuesday, November 11, 2008 Tuesday, November 11, 2008

this week nothing Much But jus work work work... My week will be mOrning for 4days and Afternoon for 1day ...I manage to complete a few skills liao.. yeah yeah..Very fast leh already almost 1month past liao..!! heheh Very fast right !! I'm so happy cant wait for this coming thursday i going to see my girlfriends again so happy...!! yeahYeah.. Hmmm let me end here need to sleep liao..

Time for bed... nitz
Good night
Love by Doris
Miss u forever..

hmmm...My heart.. and mind
Sunday, November 9, 2008 Sunday, November 09, 2008

Yesterday after i heard what Shar Shar say I have some thought in my mind? Are u the same kind? Say and do is different?? Can anyone tell me the answer . Other than normal messages and good night messages u will not Reply any other messages of mine!! U really have to use Ignore therapy on my messages. If u dun wish to Answer any of my message u can just directly let me know or maybe u dun even wish to receive any of my message...!! I'm as a girl already have the courage to drop u hints to let u know I'm still waiting for u.. May i know where is the Courage of yours to reply my message.. I REALLY HATE TO MSG SOMEONE WITHOUT ANY REPLY..!! I will Still wait for Nic till u ask me
NOT to... !!!
MISS YOU

my new hair hehehe
Sunday, November 09, 2008

ZHI LIAN AGAIN ....









Any comment to my hairstyle




Un planned day
Saturday, November 8, 2008 Saturday, November 08, 2008

My Lastest Update...
I have not been updating for the past one week abit busy la... Went for my special posting at A&E and Ortho.. nothing much there jus to gain experience .. i got a piece of advise from the senior staff there...

My Unplanned Date with My Girls
Woke up early in the morning for then wait for ppl to online lor...acutally wanted to make cookies but Bro at home then never do ... coz i wan to do alone in my house.. Then happen to see kim online ask me to go out the join them(shar and kim) lor.. Shar go Simei Repair her phone.. once everything done we had Lunch at KFC.. hehe. budget deborahla.!! NO $$$!!! After simei we went to Bugis as Deborah was there.. for some competion so we went there to watch and support her ... After that we went to haji Lane to take some pictures...Home after that..!!
IT WAS SUCH A GREAT DAY..
Thanz girls






Opps... onli take with kim forget shar
Sorry shar



Shar and dor

Silli me...

Opps... they r pregnant its it?? Hmm..
Babies are so cute..!!hehehe


Time for bed... nitz
Good night
Love by Doris
Miss u forever..


my nIghts and Free days
Sunday, November 2, 2008 Sunday, November 02, 2008

My Nights
I had my night shift this semester..
Venue: NUH ward 53
Time: 9pm- 7am
Date: 28 & 29 October 2008

I was so excited for my first night shift yeah yeah.. I heard so much from my friends...hehe Now my turn. YEAH... !!!! if someone is going to ask me how was ur night shift how should i say...! For someone who never done night in hospital before.. Should i say it was a
nightmare more than a night shift ..hahaha..!! My second night was something better than the first night as i already made the worst of the worst prepare...ehheh...i got sometime for me to rest and took a little nap!! And i got one sleep day and 1 rest day..!! MY SLEEP DAY GREAT but my Rest day wasnt that good..!! Someone in my family made me so angry and SPOIL my rest ... Ended up the whole day i wasnt in good mood..!! But someone was in very good mood and they were so happy..!! My mum and my cousin lor...coz everytime when i wasnt in the mood i will do all the chores..!! That's all for my weekday!! Tml is my weekend i should enjoy.. and i going to see my girls.. Yeah
Haiz...

Clean And Green


Morning...is time to be a Tour guide of the Clean and Green event ... At marina barrage... We went there to do some voluntary work and be a tour guide for the participant of the event..we Will Bring them around but lucky dun need to do any explanation coz we have staff to do all this..!! Wah it was such a nice place.. with great scenery .. Lets start with my tour
My first group was a group of student who r onli Primary 5.. I part up with Joyce..
and second Group was with Shar we guide A group of eldery .. I think i prefer guiding elderly than youngster.. haha.. Oh time for Pictures..















Day out with MIss
Nothing much went out with my cousin to Vivo City for a walk then we happen to see there's Korean fair.. and there's some performance on to so we stop and watch and also took some picture after that ... Tml going to a new ward.. hope everything will be fine...




Time for bed... nitz
Good night
Love by Doris
Miss u forever..

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