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Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know
2009 jan 1ST
Wednesday, December 31, 2008 Wednesday, December 31, 2008

My girls start to ask me to update liao..! So i listen to them do some updating lor and also Round up my 2008 coz Nw already 2009..Christmas has jus pass onli My eve was really a silent Night .. stay home the whole day hahahaha I also dun have the mood to celebrate so choose this way lor..!!

Time flies my 2008 has jus pass and My 2009 is here..!! A brand new year..!
Let me talk about 2008 .. 
I can say first 5months of 2008 was very very great and wonderful.  But on the last day of May 2008 - May 31st saturday morning 0700 once i open my eyes and rush down to grandpa's place and the first thing they say was 'His gone.. ' MY GRANDPA(dad's dad)  JUS LEAVE ME LIKE TAT.. I didnt even have the chance to say anything to him or even call him Gong gong . After a few months my grandpa(mum's dad) left me too..!! This the very first time i cried the most within 6months. I think this was the onli regret i had in life ..

Now i then jus realise how fragile a life can be I will treasure all the love ones i have for now. I also would like to say sorry to everyone and anyone in life.. I for the silly things i did and the way i act(attitude)!! And not to forget to thanz for all the support being given to me.. Thanx to my family friends and nurses .. bao peng and You.. 

You .. i have nt heard from u for  2months and 21days ... Really hope u are doing well and hope we can be friends again..!! Miss u alot.. !! 

Time for bed... nitz
Good night
Love by Doris
Miss u forever..

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Sunny Day...
Wednesday, December 31, 2008

its a update for 30th2008...

Nth much for the day .. 
Went to sentosa with my girls and their gang..Enjoying great sun there! Lucky never sun burn.. Tire leh from on end of siloso bEach walk to the other end Never walk before.. All thanz to the countdown lor..!! haiz so tiring Nevermind wat can we do but just to walk lor..hahahaha..but anyway i really did enjoy my time with them.. tan for a while then relax coz we start tanning around 10plus the change place then tan again at 11 plus like tat .. Tan until 1 stop liao (afternoon sun nt good for skin) No choice stop liao then relax lor.. After tanning me and shar shar actually wanted to go find job but too bad la something happen so Bye to the job..!! then went to Newurban lor... tat girl almost kill me... hai.. (hunger to death) .. AFTER she got wat she wan Its Dinner Time.. yeah yeah.

Our group photo of the day.. 

Enjoying Sun bath

Piggy Back

De Ladies 

oUr dInner


Time for bed... nitz
Good night
Love by Doris
Miss u forever..

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its your birthday ..!!
Sunday, December 28, 2008 Sunday, December 28, 2008



On the 23rd. was my god dad's birthday ..!! went for a dinner with him and friends.. Had a wonderful dinner at Breeks .. great meals great day great cake.. His birthday thingy ends at 9plus.. then i went to meet









Benny.. miss him so much so long never see him liao. Had a long chat then went back home.. !! Hope i have more great meets with my good friend Benny Che.. Oh ya now adays free liao then went over to Peng place to look for her house mate Xiao ling.. I'm her model for her exams.

My new look.. wat do u think..??


Time for bed... nitz
Good night
Love by Doris
Miss u forever..

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Start to miss my beloved ones ..!!
Sunday, December 28, 2008

A week before my social night day.. my Grandpa(mummy's dad) pass away ... it was such a sad thing tat both my beloved granddads left me within 1/2 a year... Missing my Grandpa ..!!!

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Social Nitz
Monday, December 22, 2008 Monday, December 22, 2008



It been a long long time i last blog ..~ haiz now should be the time for me to do some nice updates ..!! For the past 18days many many things have happen ..!! Let me start with the happy ones . I have completed my studies and my 4days of replacement..!! Now waiting for graduation!! and Work only..!

On the 17 December 2008 was our Nurses night ..(Social Nites) . It was our nite.. We took alot of pictures.. While we are watching our Class photos my girls disturb me say i cry again ..!! But i think i was a bit sad and touch all the things we did as a class . and all the things we been through ... cant image wat will happen during grad i think i will cry until dun know like wat hahahaha ..!! When for dinner at orchard then i went home early coz next day need to work ..!! Let me end here.. Bye bye
ohhhh ... dun forget the pictures..!!
(more to come..)


Ah dor and Jun

Ah dor and Px

ah dor and haiqal

ah dor and KC

me and my cp partern

Me and shar

me and kechik

mdm phua and girls



after dinner group of 9

me and mdm ??(sudden blank)

Me and kimmy

Love by Doris
Miss u forever..

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Miss..!!!
Friday, December 5, 2008 Friday, December 05, 2008

窗外阴天了
音乐低声了
我的心开始想你了
灯光也暗了
音乐低声了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了
人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了
电话响起了
你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了
是你变了

灯光熄灭了
音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了
人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了

NOW a days i close my eyes and i thought of u in my mind... I know there's no way i can forget u so i decided let it be!! i promise myself no matter wat i will still lead a happy life throughout my life.. I really miss the life i had in the Past..!! Miss the time i had with my gang and also with him..!! I still own him a Movies when can i really "pay back". Now i cant even contact him at all..!! Wat had really happen Do u really have to treat me in this way..!! It hurts man!!!

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