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Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know
My Study Night
Saturday, August 30, 2008 Saturday, August 30, 2008

ahh... it happen again we study our way to cinema hahaha..! this time round we watch one is English show Not Chinese...!! hehehe.. We watch Wall.E nice nice..☺ Abit touching and full of laughter!! Meet kim sharshar and special person !! All late!! Early morning make me so angry I eneded up waiting waiting again!! Hump so super Angry lor.!!

WAT A DAY ..!! happen to met a little devil she pop out of n0o where lor..!! disturb us study..!! Little spoil brat torn my paper and crumble it... SERIOUSLY dun let me see her again...






Anyway Got to know a New friend name YY (kim friend) thanz to him i almost left my cmera in cinema.. plus he lend me his jacket.. !!

My blurness start again..~ haizhaiz Went home after show..!~~

Good night
Love by Doris
miss u forever..

Drill drill drill
Friday, August 29, 2008 Friday, August 29, 2008

Today lesson as usual only different thing was the timing Start Late..!! And also met him at Tanah Merah Bus stop!!

.....never talk.........SILENCE

we had a mini Celebration for teacher's as today was Advance teacher's day for our school... Fendi made a speech behalf of the whole class.. Oh my the scene and speech was so touching My lectures tears and so do some of us..I tahan until the end ...also never drop hahaha..!! ☺

After that went home to change and meet kim and shar shar for study they were late late late... We study until library close and we went to Night Market to buy food and we found a place to sit down and chat... We lack until late late ...
Our section End at 1150 ..
i MANAGE TO CATCH THE LAST TRAIN AND LAST BUS..!!
YEAH YEAH ~ ☺












Good night
Love by Doris
miss u forever..

CERT for BCLS
Thursday, August 28, 2008 Thursday, August 28, 2008

Yesterday i got my BCLS cert liao.YESH man..!! Now i'm proud to present my cert.. Plus had lunch at the stairs again see So poor thing hahaha...

Today nothing much but just study, books, notes and lectures... Haha... Revision lor at BS too boring so we came out with this Our own Poem. hehe...


Of course Photos too... Yesterday took our onco Photos..!! Yeah








Good night
Love by Doris
miss u forever..

Wat a cold day Dun catch a cold..!!
Tuesday, August 26, 2008 Tuesday, August 26, 2008

wHO.....ooo... its so windy and raining the heavily..!! and weather now adays getting more and more colder... so ppl be careful and take good care of ur health..!!
Haiz.
today was just a normal school day nothing special at all. Saw Him yesterday. Then like tat lor. Anyway Me maybe give up long ago ba... (wat u think) TODAY also the first time i saw our class Grad video then so surprise and laughing all the way through out the video.. HAHAHA... i just realise that alot of us change alot... hmmm.. This also tells me tat time will change everything and also will slowly 淡化 at the same time... mY feeling for him will 淡化吗?can anyone give me a answer to this.?? everytime i see him i very happy but also feel sad at the same time.. haiz forget abt this time to talk abt other stuff ... HAPPY STUFF.. Today and yesterday took alot of photos yeah today also took class photo tat ws great ...!!

Sit back and enjoy the PHOTOS!!



















Good night
Love by Doris
miss u forever..

Wonderful day and night
Sunday, August 24, 2008 Sunday, August 24, 2008




23 08 08 (Saturday)
Haiz ... so super tire my bones are all shatter...!!

RAIN rain Rain... wake up early in the morning start to rain liao..!! Early morning go AMK to meet Kim Shar and Jun!! For wat leh??

For my second FLAG DAY of my life..

i this a couple of years ago while i was jus a secondary school student. Then now i did it with my nurses girls.. Peixin and Joyce did manage to be with us they are at WOODLAND ... But we meet one another for lunch at AMK market.. Didnt know the food there was so nice and yummy yummy.~~ next time can bring parents there!! after meal programme..~~~







At night ...
there's a of first happen... YEAH ..!! I waited for very long liao..
- first ride on Singapore Flyers.. its so cool! The view was so wonderfully great ..!!
NICE..



- First time saw fire work at eye level ( every time have to raise my head to see so tiring!!) Saw fire work on flyer the timing was so accurate!






-First time see firework with my family...So happy..!!

P.S peng bao : girl so sorry ...couldnt make.. then i meet u some other day drinks on me..!!


Good night
Love by Doris
miss u forever..

BCLS....
Friday, August 22, 2008 Friday, August 22, 2008

Oh yesh! We made it man..!! We pull through the toughest day and course of our full coming 2yrs.. This was the greatest achievement we made. So happy for ourself!! Many people says small size people couldnt make it, they make fun and jokes out of it.. The best way to shut them up was to prove to them wrong. WE GIRLS CAN MAKE IT TOO..!!! Im so PROUD of ourself....

Someone said this this to us I'm really Proud Of You Gals...

Throughout this two days we pick up skills like ...

1) Infant choking.
2) Infant CPR.
3) Adult choking
4) Adult CPR.
5) 2 Man CPR.


For the first day i was so sad and depressed for the first half Of the section! i fail my infant choking I first time cry out so loud in campus! i cried non-stop! it really some how 'SCARE' my girls i just cant stop my tears from rolling down. They persuaded me not to cry... After lunch went back for my second attempt ..

This sentence suits us the best !!
" WE ARE THE TOUGHEST MEN AND WOMEN IN THE WORLD " JR0701 D... D = DETERMINATION... !!!

Photo time
So Sit back n relax !!!

Me and Shar Shar


all dump together !!

look so stress with BCLS paper

time for us to rest our legs
Supporting each other side by side
tiring us!!




P.S girls: Thanz Girls.!! thanz for all the moral support really help me alot..i cant imagine without you guys. Thanz for being there when i need you gals. Sistaz forever and ever!! Our friendship will not have any expiry date!! You guys are being LOVE AND MISSED every sec and min..

Good night
Love by Doris
miss u forever..



BLUR like one kind
Tuesday, August 19, 2008 Tuesday, August 19, 2008

BLUR BLUR BLUR UNTIL CAN NOT BLUR LIAO...

Hmmm... Nothing much same as Usual.. onli different was : Early morning lets Q up and take CLASS photo..!! yeah waited for so long!! so tire nothing to do during break time!! Start to panic for BCLS and Exams...

Boring!!! Scare also..!!!




Good night
Love by Doris
miss u forever..

Angry day for me...
Monday, August 18, 2008 Monday, August 18, 2008

Now is time for me to rush my project and i Happen to have two projects in hand.. .my project is still on the right trak everything was fine just that my group member...

I happen to work with same lady for both my project.. Sad to say she jus such an irresponsible person She dun do her own stuff and expect to Push everything away and hope we will help her do... NO WAY.. i will not allow such thing to happen in my group. But sad to say tat someone help her.. and kept it away from me..!! i see her i really cant stand her already she just GETTING on my nerves ... .

hate to see... But i have no choice hahahaha...

One good thing all my projects are settle n ready to be handed in... YEsH All thanz to u..Mr yeo ..

Good night
Love by Doris
miss u forever..

Another sad day for me.. .
Tuesday, August 12, 2008 Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Yesterday - 11Aug 08!!
Went to Peixin house to sent project over to them, at the same time see her do Re mi ...





Today...!!
Cry cry cry ..!! i CRIED ON THE TRAIN..this was something very unexpected thing...!! yuJun took my phone n Sent a msg to him and he reply with a sad news... which was He's Attached.. Glad for him but Sad for a moment hmm...

I dropped my tears on the train... That was something unexpected to happen as in Doris Tan was someone does not drop tears easily over someone...Especially for a Guy.. hmm. this was the first time in life doris cried.. For a Guy.. but i'm the one who gave up on him when i was being ask and i'm the one who ask him to go ahead if he find someone better then me..!! seriously i gave him all the blessing for him n his gIrl.. we will still remind as good friend forever for life..!!

To myself.. :: doris tan u the one who gave up.. so pls dun think too much.. i know u hate urself for giving up but Now u have no choice and no stand to say anything much wat has pass is pass.. Look forward and walk down strongly..I believe u can make it..!!


Good night
Love by Doris
miss u forever..

National day ..
Saturday, August 9, 2008 Saturday, August 09, 2008

HAPPY 43TH BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE...

today is mine country's 43th birthday .. its 21 years old older then me .. Yeah

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Yesterday went to school as usual.. Only different things was he drove me to school..While in his car couldnt sleep at all.. i realize tat when some one driving u will see the very serious look in them. My campus celebrated Advance National day.. alots of performance WE are the lucky class to be in the auditorium.. His there to do duty there.. We had Ramen 10 together .. But photo not with me..!! we took lots of photo..





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As usual went for lesson.. Then late afternoon suppose to have High elements But we weaited for 45minutes and we are being inform the high elements has been cancel.. So sad.. But we still enjoy coz we took alots of picture and we attended a "lesson" on hair styling..





We will cherish the time we have and make sure we take down all the memories in school..
Girls jia you lor... some other photos









Good night
Love by Doris
miss u forever..

hmm SORRY NOW THEN UP DATE. i KEPT THE DATE NOW THEN UPDATE ( 16/08/08)


study day..
Saturday, August 2, 2008 Saturday, August 02, 2008


A study day for me .. Study for BH ..Monday is my paper liao haven't even start much.. but lucky my girls ask me out. if not i stay home also never study lor..I went to meet my girls at woodland to study.. sad thing Even i went out i also cant concentrate my brain was like blank blank thinking of him ba.. So i decided to take picture and play for a while.. hahaha..

Later in the Evening we went for dinner at Woodland Banquet.. follow by a Movie haha.. we Took a long time to decide wat to watch .. lastly we make up our mind and watch Money Not Enough 2 .. With laughter with tears... Sianz tml still have to study ..





Good night
Love by Doris
miss u forever..

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