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Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know
Rainbow after Rain..!!
Wednesday, May 28, 2008 Wednesday, May 28, 2008

on the 19 may ..
i went to gong gong house to have dinner and accompany gong gong the whole day..!! Oh ya not onli me.. still got my aunties and uncles we are all there to accompany him!! Hehehe .. it was a last minute thingy so my gong gong(grandpa) house has nothing most of the ingredient for dinner was
got from my house and buy from downstair ..Mummy cook the dinner. !! hehehehe...

on 20 may ..
gong gong was not feeling well so my aunt brought him to see A&E then mummy and auntie took over to bring gong gong for his appointment.. hmmm.. everything was just like this..!! hmm worry worry worry ..!!

on 22 may .. till today ..!!!
Actually meeting pearl after work but i didnt make it coz i receive a call from mummy saying that gong gong was being admitted to SGH (wat a shocking news haiz..) y this happen rush my way down to SG .. and it happen to be Peixin ward ..!!

Later on the next day gong gong was being sent to ICA.. (intermediate care area) .. off work receive a call saying gong gong in danger but now his already stabilize and improve alots++++++.. Yeah yeah..! Cried alot.. Ohya ..!! we made alotz alots of Cranes (祝福 ) and stars(幸运) in all knids of bottle we can find.. even use 1.5 water-bottle hahaha.. All put at gong gong bed side. everyone participated..!! Now my gong gong was transfer to general ward for treatment. slowly once everything well can go home celebrate 84birthday( if nt wrong).. visiting gong gong on friday.. need to sent my stupid HP shoes for repair again.. idiot change again!! oh ya.. SGH staff most of them are kind but there is this particular ward there's two staff providing very but service i make sure the receive compliant letter from me if they dun change their attitude towards patient.. !!

KK time for bed
nitz nitz..!!
Doris

tiring day ...
Sunday, May 18, 2008 Sunday, May 18, 2008

Wat a tiring day ...I suppose to go Library early early to change my mummy's books .. But i drag all the way till the night night then go.. manage to find wat mummy wants.. Oh my God the books are so dam heavy lor.. sianx bag too small then carry on the hands lor.. Haiz Haiz.. Yesh...

In the afternoon change my blogskin..yeah yeah at last i know how to change liao...but quite tiring lor.. coz alot of things to do.. then can change.. change change change.. oh ya.. thanz to yujun she thought me how to change.. hehehe

k..
Doris ♥ love family

BAKE BAKE BAKE..!
Saturday, May 17, 2008 Saturday, May 17, 2008

Its been a week in IMH liao.. the staff and patients are very kind too us!! i had games with them i agree that me did not really communicate with them that well. But i will try my best in communication!! Hmm.. today went to IMM to get my oven and some ingredients for Cookies..!!
hehehehe.. Tiring day got to beat the eggs make the dough..set the oven everything!! But lastly my cookies partly being burn..!! haha.. too long never make liao .. MY 'SKILL' RUST ABIT LA..!! so i need to try harder again.. do afew more times then can sent out for delivery . cheese

(photo update later)
Doris

Wat a bad..
Tuesday, May 13, 2008 Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Yesterday was my first day in IMH.. the orientation drag whole day ..!! hehehe.. then long talk from the staff. Here and there.. then went to ward.. shocking to see the patient wah..!! But stayed there for jus awhile then left..!!

Today was my first duty at IMH.. the staff nurses are not bad. the patient although we are new but they are very friendly to us. they seem very happy seeing us.!! But they seem to be very to see us around. But before our day end we has some misunderstanding with the staff. hope in the future it does not happen again!

Doris
Good night.~~
(Sorry now a days too busy so i do my update for that day !! 19/05/08)

ur always the greatest .. today is ur day.. Mummy
Sunday, May 11, 2008 Sunday, May 11, 2008

Today was mother's day..








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To mummy..
Sorry that i always quarrel with you.. but remember i still love u mummy.. Ur the greatest mummy in my life. thanz for tolerating the pain when giving birth to me and letting me stay in there for 10months. After birth i believe you suffer a lot of pain in ur
heart as i'm nt a very health child when i was born..
mummy thanz for the love that u showered on me for
these 22yrs. so
mummy Thanz..
I LOVE YOU..

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!

Doris

day with doggies
Saturday, May 10, 2008 Saturday, May 10, 2008

wake up early morning went to meet peng and bao and of course sniper lor..!! miss him so much Very very long see him liao.. took some photos on the way there and before i set off.. I went to a doggie cafe at Mohd Sultan Rd. i went there alone as Peng Bao and Koon came as a group. Oh ya the name of the cafe was Pawtobello. i almost lost the way but manage to get myself there.. surprise i got there before Peng they all reach man.. haha coz they lost their way to there. its my first time stepping into such cafe. i was so nice and comfortable in there. there were many other dogs which brought in by the customer there. the dogs are so cute and lovely. BUT too bad i dun have the cash and time to take care of them if nt i will get one for myself. hehe.. after i reach not long Peng friend(xinyi) was here. her dog princess was so cute played with them had lunch there and nic, mar. ju family was here too ... after meal we went at separate ways peng and her friends left first . i follow bao they all for a walk.. pLayed along the ay chat with bao then happen to know wat happen btw she and bro. aS we walk they decided to go to bi=ugis but i did nt follow i went back home... coz i got a event on the nex day i need to prepare my stuff. . Reach home prepare the ingredient for my dish then once everything done went to bed..


















oH YA good news i manage to get my new oven paid deposit liao .. jus wait for daddy free to pick it up...


Good night.
Doris

whywhywhy
Friday, May 9, 2008 Friday, May 09, 2008

My two weeks in oncology ended completed my case study and everything but my stupid printer nt working then delay till Monday then can!!


the answer from him was a yes.!! What a surprise from it..!! but i still cant accept him at the moment as im still enjoying the life of mine. being single dun wish anyone to step in yet so hope he understand the most he have to give me was just time time time..

i have decided to say bye bye to him and something stupid happen!! but i still wan to determine on my decision to forget him for ever.

doris

Whats' going on in me.. ???
Sunday, May 4, 2008 Sunday, May 04, 2008

One week have pass in the Oncology ward Manage to get some skills done yeah !! So i hope i will maintain till the end of this ward posting. One more week to go ..Then i will be going to IMH.. hehe.. Still thinking abt my transport thing. Still thinking should stay over at friend house or nt.. (mummy objected leh hw?) .. THINK THINK THINK

Today stay home rot whole day actually that Mr yeo coming over to do his laptop ended up he did nt appear.. so angry and sian .one more thing actually wanted to do Case Study but ended up slacking hahaha.. .

its been awhile i have nt seen My group of friends already (i mean peng they alll) Missing them alot. I feel like i been very very far from them * two different country *

3days ago spoken to benny though phone.. *GOT TRICK BY HIM* SAD .. but anyway thanx to him i finally xiang tong le.. !! What i should do and say to him.. Let go the past and hold on to my own future.. Perphas one day i should talk to him throught Msn or meet him face to face and .. On the same day I met up with the double JY... (JUNYONG AND JIEYING) met them for late lunch+early dinner at IMM.. they were late. haha I hate ppl to be late even Peng late i also angry but my buddy no idea his always exceptional .. Haiz dun know why..!! Maybe Guilt of always bullying him Hahaha.. Sleep very very late..

The next day as usual went to work morning shift .. Like one zombie coz whole night toss and turn unable to sleep well.. then like that lor. .. end work went home sleep. .

Sat went out in the late afternoon went out to bugis junction and with Junyong (my best buddy) and his late again.. ended walking alone for 20minutes Hai.. Ohya.. .the place (bugis junction level 1 ) was so different Its simply a Food Paradise.. as wat i told jun if u put me here for one whole day with some cash i dun mind ..hahahaha so many variety of ex- food there ..hahaha spend my whole day at bugis and SimLimBought one thumb drive for daddy.. Reach home around 9pm..hang round at home..shower play games chat..then went out with dad and mum.. hahaa.. Went to tour around Geylang.. and see the night "scenery" there..After that went to Fishery port rd.. Jurong fishery Port to see see look look.. My mum family side they are in this line (from malaysia) Tats y i love fish so much hehe.. Free fish yummy yummy.. Reach home around 4 plus went to bed at 5 hmm.. Nitz..

Then now going to bed before going to bed... i ask him the question already .. R u still waiting..??
Answer i give tml.. hehehe

Note to myself.. : Doris tan pls remember wat u say today Let go the past and hold on to my own future.. bye Mr Ivan Su.. but i cant say i can remove from

Nitz
byebye
Doris

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